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    Monday, July 14, 2008

    Letting go of you..

    It's difficult to just let go and move on. I can lie to the entire world but I can't lie to myself. I haven't forgotten anything...I live each day fighting memories, fighting back the tears that follow next. I tell myself that it's over, of course it is! I ended it...then why is so difficult! I don't want to hold on to anything. Nothing at all. Not just the bad memories but the good memories as well. It makes me weak. I don't want to see you smile, your dimples make me weak. I know with time I can probably undo all the hurt you've caused me...but how do I undo the joy you brought to me? I can fight the pain, but I get overpowered, outnumbered by the joyous memories. Don't get me wrong...I don't want to forget, I just want to be indifferent. But then there's this small voice tucked away in my heart which keeps telling me that it wont happen.I can't say I'm still in love with you...
    I can't say I'm not.

    The only thing that hurts more than being with you, is letting you go from my heart.

    18 afterthoughts :

    1. Sandeep Balan said...

      that was touchin yaar...break off's leave you shattered...emotions well captured in this short post..cheers!

    2. Misty Rhythm said...

      lol...i wish we had the option of taking a vacation from our hearts! heehehe

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    4. Misty Rhythm said...

      eerrr....y wud i want "an elite group of 1250 registered members" to vote for my personal posts?

    5. Dip.. said...

      hmmm..tough times! we all go through break ups at least once in our lives..

      you must have given up on the relationship for a good reason .. you can only stay strong and you will get out of it soon..

      sad thing is we cannot force ourselves to be even indifferent to the happy memories, can only wish. but don't wish..just remember the reason why you ended it, as long as that reason makes sense, you won't lose your mind.

    6. Misty Rhythm said...

      i am losing my mind apparently bcoz even the reasons seem blurry these days!!
      but ty for da advice... :)

    7. alex paul k said...

      lol
      actually instead f sharin ur grief somhow i felt laughin
      neway good one
      btw it wil b a gud idea 2 print n paste it in our col gals hostel

    8. Misty Rhythm said...

      well...it's always funny wen ur not in it.

    9. C R D said...

      hmm...life is strange na..thrs this someone uve never known..u dont even anticipate tht thissomeone will be an imp part of ur life...u meet tht person..u like tht person..u expreess ur feeling...ur together..u have a common dream...

      and then one day ur back to being strangers..or rather trying to be strangers... :(

      i guess the best way to move on is to keep urself busy wid something.

      cheers

    10. Misty Rhythm said...

      trying my best :)

    11. C R D said...

      aint gonna be easy gal..but what i did was

      1)blogged
      2)tried learning an instrument(falied pathetically..but wat the heck:P)
      3)went out wid frnds hiking n all

      and mebbe u can do more.the worlds a big place buddy :)

    12. Misty Rhythm said...

      thnx for da advice :)...

      p.s...learning an instrument, really?? lol

    13. Swapnil said...

      well u just converted the thots into words....amzing job

    14. Dip.. said...

      Drums would be a good idea ! hehehe.. or get a punching bag! i so want a punching bag, id punch the hell out of it day and night

    15. Misty Rhythm said...

      ha ha...ok i'm honestly doing better now! not angry or anything...it'll just take a while :)

    16. RINZU SUSAN RAJAN said...

      i dont know wat to say... i hope ur dream is fullfilled if u have wished for it....

      i reallly hope...!!!!!!

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