Tag :)

Was in one of those random moods, trying to divert my mind...so I decided to do this Tag 'cause I really liked it. Picked this one up from Annie's blog...

Ten Things You Wish You Could Say to People, don’t take any names

1. Thank you for being there for me sis. I love you till the end! I know you’re still hurting…and it breaks my heart to see you pretending each day. Let it go.
2. You truly are a gem. When uncle passed away…I remember going to your place to console you and I remember just standing there. No words seemed suitable enough. I still think about it and I don’t know what I should’ve told you. I came home that night and wrote something that I haven’t shown to anybody ever.
3. I can’t say this enough…you screwed up. Nothing more, nothing less. Please don’t give her any more importance than that in your life. I trust you. Soul mates forever!
4. I’m sorry for everything I said that evening. It’s something that I will never forgive myself for. I am so much like you…I only wish I had even a fraction of your generosity. Thank you for letting me spread my wings and chose my own flight at every point in my life.
5. I stayed awake till I was certain you were asleep…I was so terrified, I got up in the middle of the night to check if you were breathing. I think it was in those four days that we became closer. I love you for everything you do for us. I don’t think I thank you enough. I miss the you-me times...the movies, lunches, shopping, even the early morning workouts I’d complain about! Most of all I miss the weekend movie screening at home :(
6. I hope you get the same treatment in your old age.
7. You were too short for me :P
8. I wish I could cut you out of my life. You’re the only mistake I regret making. I won’t be yours even if you’re the last man alive! Scheme your way through that.
9. “Of all the gin joints in all the towns in all the world, she walks into mine.” How true, isn’t it? You’ll always have a part of me.
10. My silence haunts me every second of everyday…when will you notice?

Nine things about you

1. I’m a Body Shop addict. I love their body butters…I have ‘em in coconut, brazil nut, mango, strawberry, passion fruit and peach (the last two being my favourites...they smell good enough to eat!). I love how their honey shampoo smells…it’s currently one of my favourite smells. Which reminds me…I always smell divine ;)
2. I’m a clumsy twat! I drop almost everything I touch.
3. I have nine piercings (all on the ears) and one tattoo.
4. I’m trained in western and latin dance. There was a time in my life I wanted to be nothing but a dancer.
5. As unbelievable as it might be…I’m actually uncomfortable with all the emotional stuff. That’s why I write.
6. I’m painfully boring :P
7. I’m an awesome cook. And I don’t mean a couple amazing dishes …we’re talking multiple courses-various cuisines-awesome!
8. I have scarily expressive eyes. Sometimes when I’m angry…just one look does the trick.
9. I honestly believe love isn’t made for me. ‘Tis no melodramatic line…it’s a carefully analyzed, practical conclusion.

Eight ways to win your heart

haahah…I have no clue! Sudden gestures catch my fancy. But will give it shot…

1. Be confident. I’ve grown out of the shy-guys phase.
2. Be a gentleman. Treat me like a lady. Simple?
3. Take the pains of preparing a fancy dinner for me/with me once in a while and enjoying it candle lit.
4. Slow dance with me in the rain. Once.
5. Write something for me.
6. Love my quirks.
7. Catch me unawares with a kiss now and then.
8. Win the hearts of my family members :)

Seven things that are on your mind a lot

1. He
2. He
3. He
4. He
5. He
6. He
7. What next (career, life, etc etc)

Six things you wish you never did

1. Leave dancing (as in the BIG way)
2. Get that horrendous hair cut when I was 13!
3. Errr…wax myself. Very traumatic experience. Don’t ask!
4. Kiss him.
5. Keep quiet when I shouldn’t
6. Fall weak time and time again.

Five things that turn you off

1. Compulsive lying.
2. Wrong English.
3. The yo-man-mah-lyfe-so-kewl types!
4. Body odour/ bad breath
5. “Baby” (!!!)

Four turn on’s

1. Confidence
2. Intelligence
3. Wit
4. Humor with a touch of sarcasm

Three things you want to do before you die

1. Travel alone
2. Be famous
3. Change at least one life (for the better.)

Two smileys that describe you

1. :|
2. :(

One confession

• I have no idea where all this is headed. All I know is that I need you.

The Eternal Flame

A flame that’s inextinguishable

You truly are…

A fire that consumes everything,

An uncontrolled power.

You’re the sun -

Warm, inviting on a cold grey day;

Ruthless too you are,

To everything that comes your way.

You’re a light that glows forever,

Too bright to be concealed.

Yet hidden you’ll remain in me,

Too precious to be revealed.

Dance with me?

Take my hand in your hand

We shall dance the night away;

Rhythm strung together by heartbeats -

In a slow and steady sway.

Away from the wicked world,

Midnight drizzle and countless stars…

You, lost in my gaze,

I, captive in your arms.

A gentle tug on my waist,

And I’ll forever be yours;

Let’s stay lost in each other,

There’s so much to explore.

A gentle brush on my cheek,

A loving graze on your arm…

A feeling ever so sublime,

Spellbound by your charm.

Brisk and breezy, like a dream;

A sudden spin and a sudden dip

You smile as I catch my breath,

Aware of your hand on my hip.

Perfect as a moment can be

As I lean in a little too close -

Close enough to hear your heart…

Hear what my heart already knows.

Holler!

Ok. Long story short...I accidentally deleted my old blog template (yes, stupid! I know, I know). So, this is my temporary/ trial template...I'm still on the prowl for better ones! Suggestions are most welcome!

Cheers!

yearning

You said you’d be there if I needed you,

You said you knew each breath and pore;

Why then are you so distant

Now that I need you ever more?

I’m hurting beyond belief,

And no one I want to turn to…

I can’t suffer in silence anymore

Can’t you see that I need you?

You- a blunt ache in my heart

To which only you are the cure;

Addictive as narcotics you are,

You leave me begging for more.

Don’t you hear my silent pleas

Or is my silence finally dead?

You so willingly to cut my voice;

But love, has everything been said?

I’m powerless when I’m with you,

And lifeless when I’m not…

You - my conviction,

You’re all the love I’ve got.

Do you hear me now?

Now that I’m bleeding out;

I need you oh so much,

I need you without a doubt.

I let the rain pour today

I let the rain pour today…

Though crevices of my heart

And the cracks in my shield;

I let the rain pour today

And wash away the layers.

I stood still when lightning struck,

I stood still as it poured,

I soaked every drop that fell,

I stood still as thunder roared.

I let the rain tangle my hair,

And free it from its glossy form;

I let the wind through its maze,

And be unleashed in the storm.

I let my thoughts drift to you…

To memories only I’ll ever know;

I didn’t stop the tear that dropped,

I couldn’t hide the iridescent glow.

I let the rain pour today,

Let it pour in all its might;

I let my heart be drenched

Hoping it would heal just a slight…

unsaid

I wish I could let go of

Every touch and every dream,

Every skipped heartbeat

And every silent scream…

I don’t believe

A word you speak now,

The rage you intentionally spew;

I respect every bit of your being

Unfortunately I have a heart too…

You’ve left a mark on me that I won’t be able to undo for as long as I live. A mark that’s sadistically beautiful –almost as if it feeds off the pain to engrave itself deeper on my being. A part of me is too busy pretending not to care. And the other part doesn’t quite give a damn. And somewhere between these two is a speck of a heart which only knows how to ache longingly. I think about the choices I could’ve made…the times I could’ve pulled myself out…the times I could’ve stopped myself from believing…believing in the goodness, the blatant wooing, the beautiful coincidence of it all. And I'm left wondering what to believe. I’m still holding onto all that. Maybe because I’d much rather not see this side of you. A cold, indifferent you. I don’t understand.

Do I still have love left in me?

Yes.

Do I want to have love left in me?

No.