Do you know you’re on my mind?
That the thoughts are agonizingly deep?
Do you know I stay awake all night?
That is if I don’t cry myself to sleep.
It’s hurtful to know I’m such a bother,
That you’d rather stay away from me…
For you, I’ve killed a part of myself;
Dreams, my eyes no longer see.
You make me feel like such a tease,
A few good laughs is all I am…
I neither deserve nor can want no more,
Every smile on my lips- a new sham.
It’s amazing how oblivious you are
In this tug of love and hate;
As you turn around and brush it off-
I watch my heart burn at stake…