dear diary

dear dear diary
life is not so glum,
sometimes it seems so difficult
sometimes you feel so numb.
you move on to a new adventure
thinking your past is secure
suddenly as u turn to look back,
nothing seems familiar anymore.

dear dear diary
life gives no option but to move on,
sometimes it makes you a star
sometimes nobody cares if you're gone.
your laughter resonates through solid walls
and even fetches you hoards of cheer,
you stand in the crowd and look around
and nobody will even notice that tear.

dear dear diary
life has the strangest way to care,
sometimes it's one big lesson
sometimes it's a game that's unfair.
you work hard for every single move
sadly you're just a sitting duck
it's not a serious exam or sport
in a game all you need is luck.

dear dear diary
then one day you suddenly fall in love,
sometimes you think it'll last forever
sometimes even'forever' needs a shove.
funnily when everything is right
something must be terribly wrong,
and when it really begins to hurt
love has grown into something strong.


dear dear diary
when you're at the brink and can't decide,
sometimes you're scared of being hurt
sometimes you discover wings and glide.
how are you to see the easy way out
if it's always hidden in the difficult one,
life is just a series of risks and chances
mysteries and puzzles waiting to be undone.